Sighing just won't do at all.

I feel as though my evil side is eating up what is left of me.

I feel empty and more but never less depressed than ever. But then again, that's what you're supposed to experience if you were me. Long holidays, locked up at home, nowhere to go; yeah, basically lifeless besides having a so-called well-off virtual social life which I am trying my best to avoid having.

Everything else seems non-existent.

Why else do I feel depressed, worried, anxious? And why at a time like this?

Maybe because the results for foundation are going to be 'announced' in about less than 13 hours.

Ya Allah, bless my soul and grant me strength.