expectations,

Officially starting yesterday, Miss Bugg will not be online except for the weekends due to tons and tons of homework which have to be submitted as soon as possible. She will bother you at your blogs, don't worry, friends. The start of a new year has made a big change in her life, whether physically or mentally, preparing her for the best and for the worst. Understanding one's self is possibly impossible unless you learn to walk in her or his shoes. Being someone you don't want to be may be pressurizing but sometimes they just don't get it. Telling them about it will never change anything. Some expect you to do better than what you've already accomplished. When will the time come when you say "Hey. I just want you to know that I've done my best. I can't go back in time to change what has been done. Except me as me, not as someone else."? But one has to muster up all the courage deep inside just to do what has to be done. Pros and cons have to be considered. Angering another person might not be such a great idea. As one thinks about what her or his life has become up til now, sometimes he or she might not even want to change a thing. Just go with the flow, a person said. Well, that's easy enough to say. But the pressure one has to take, the problems one has to face is impossible to take in anymore. All the negativity bottles up inside, waiting for someone to break it open. Setting it all free.

Thank you for your support, friends.