Something that's on my mind besides food.

I am still trying to find myself these days. I get lost. I find my way back. Then I get lost all over again.

I am beginning to, yet again, question myself.

That "I have no flipping idea why I'm taking English" no longer exists in my head. Instead, other unnecessary ones pop up. Why am I even in this university? Why do I have to put up with taking Arabic courses? It's hard enough that we're required to complete five levels of Arabic. No, I am not complaining about taking Arabic. I'm okay with it. What I'm not okay with is the fact that the university does not allocate enough sections for all the students. And it's making my trying to actually LIKE taking Arabic a lot harder. I may not know much about how they manage the preregistration process and system and all, but please, help us understand. Yes, I am talking about taking Arabic classes during the short semester. Arabic classes for this short semester and next long semester are ALL FULL. And no, taking Arabic during long semester is hard enough since it'll clash with ALL of my other classes.

I'm flipping willing to take three months of holidays off my calendar and replace it with short semester classes for the sake of saving myself from taking those subjects (Bahasa Melayu and Arabic) during the long semester.

I have a feeling that I won't be able to register (even if manually) for Arabic for this short semester. And let's hope this feeling that I have is right.