Wednesday, January 16, 2013

Mountain high or low.

Eleven days.

Things have gotten out of hand. I face difficulty in keeping up; most of the time, lagging behind in the race.
I am almost there, at the finishing line. The key to freedom from all of the unknown which will lead me to a path of new beginnings.

In the blink of an eye, I am transported to another realm.

And now I am this close to giving up.


To be as honest as I can be, I can not take it anymore. Every time I think about it, I feel the strong urge to end it all.


I feel like killing myself to end the worries.






"You will never have anything or anyone you want; least of all, me."

                                                                     - The poolhouse guest                                                                               

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

what is going to happen in 11 days?
And please don't write about death. We only have one life and we do have the right to be happy.
I would pray for you if I believed in God. I believe in science instead and I simply hope things will be better for you and us all.
Cheers :)

Dr.Murat Enoz, MD - ENT Doctor said...

"You will never have anything or anyone you want; least of all, me." A beautiful sentence.
Greetings,
Murat